Today, the usual took place again. This time it happened in rapid succession. Within the span of maybe two or three hours I heard several different words and then people would say them. It’s almost like it’s occurring more often now. Everyone I talk to seems to be oblivious as to what is happening to me. I’m pretty sure that my former best friend and her parents think that I’m crazy. I have the men from my group that I go to and thank God for them because just being able to talk to them about it has been helpful. Though I still feel very much alone when it comes to people identifying with me on what’s happening to me.
Here are some of the things that I heard that didn’t play out in front of me within the last 24 hours or so. “passwords” “Dutch Sheets” “resurrection” “He’s had anxiety” “mighty” “revival” “Why did you lie to him?” “Jacob’s ladder” “checks and balances” “George Washington” “I’m sorry” “I didn’t see his face” or “You should’ve seen his face” “private property”
Now if you can make anything of that then be my guest because I haven’t yet. It’s like little conversations that I only pick up on bits and pieces. I feel like a broken record cause I’ve probably said that a doze times already. Oh well, till next time.